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Steve Rogers / Captain America ([personal profile] assembles) wrote in [community profile] courtings2014-02-09 07:09 pm
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steve rogers / captain america open post.

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[personal profile] falcony 2021-05-26 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ maybe steve should trust that sam knew what he was doing from the moment they met. there are only so many ways mouthing off to captain america can go, but sam took the route most apparent to him. honesty, sarcasm, the kick to the rear when steve gets that look. he's gotten close to simply punching steve, if he apologized one more time for this mess. if he gave him one more guilty look.

because he may not have asked for this, but he did choose it. choose it more than he had the chance to choose for most of the last few years.

sam could probably spend more time thinking about that. about his own rebellious, stubborn streak and how it's landed him halfway across the world in this small, quiet house, with a halfway working kitchen, wondering if wanda and vision can really keep his up for as long as they see to want to. because yes - steve is right - sam can put two and two together. it's kind of hard to ignore with how obvious she is when she comes back. she tries so hard to act the part, to pretend that she's sad and quiet and dealing, but she's not a great actor and he can tell almost see the levity in her body. honestly, sam is happy for her. for whatever stolen moments she can sneak.

it's maddening, feeling like there's no one to reach out to. and that even though he does, he can't. he trusts natasha, he trusts steve, he doesn't regret a single thing on the road that led him here. but sometimes, if he slows for too long, he starts to get a little crazy - thinking about sarah, about delacroix. he knows natasha has it covered and he knows it will all be fine, it will all be worth it, but god when he's left alone in these safe houses, when it's him and the quiet of the french countryside, it's too easy for his head to keep spinning, too easy for his thoughts to go in all the directions he doesn't want it to.

that's when marvin comes in. that's why he's in the kitchen. he's really just here to distract himself, to fill the empty space with anything he can. it's not much, considering what natasha considered safe and how much time they had to get access to the music, but god damn is he glad for any kind of comforts at this point.

the security system does work - nat is very good at her job no matter what format or form it takes. which does more for sam's nerves than he really could put to words. but it does also let him know when steve does finally make it back, a little alert that pulls his attention, but only momentarily. sam feels better, knowing that at least steve is back, even if there is now a part of him that worries - was nat okay? did something happen? - but sam can also tell from the way steve approaches that either he's already got his mask on, or everything is fine.

he hears his name, and calls back out - ]
In here, Cap! [ before returning to the food, humming along with the music, already feeling a little better. like there is a point to what might come of tonight. he hadn't known that any of them were going to make it back that night, so he grabs a bit more of the chicken he'd been working on, assuming that steve is going to be at least a little hungry.

the sound of another body moving through the house picks up all of sam's nerves. he may not be trained in the same way natasha or even steve are, but there is paranoia. there is focus. sam is picking up on enough of the process that he's now checking footsteps, listening in, checking doors and windows. so now he follows steve through the house, even as he hums along to the music, he can hear steve walking. hear the now familiar sound of his steps. when those steps come to a stop, sam glances up, one brow raised. ]


How'd it go? [ a beat, and then he smiles. ] Also- hope you're hungry.
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[personal profile] falcony 2021-07-10 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[ everything is always relative, but sam will admit that their situation in particular has a very specific sense of it. he doesn't blame steve for not really wanting to ignore the reality of it, to simply stroll in with oh, everything's great when they are, quite literally, hiding out from more governmental bodies that sam cares to admit he knows exist. but in truth, sam wouldn't mind a little misplaced normalcy. it is why he's found himself in the kitchen, of all places, after all. a day of wandering and pacing and nervousness, which has brought him here.

part of sam can recognize the fact he's chasing for something familiar. that back home, he'd found himself in this very same place - in the kitchen, raiding the fridge, looking for something to possibly take his mind off of the stress and let him get back to work. today it just happens to be on a scale that a younger sam would have never been able to dream up. but some habits never fade.

he catches the sound of steve's footsteps in the hall and lets himself smile a little, humored by the thoughtfulness of it, in that moment, before he gets back to what he's doing. he kas picked up on enough over their time on the run to be able to guess about how many more servings, or chickens, he's going to need to add now that steve is here. and part of him feel almost comforted by it - he has always preferred cooking for more than just one.

steve returns the smile and sam does his once over - for any hitches in captain america's get-up, any obvious bruises or bloodstains or - in some cases - simple clues to let him know he hasn't been sleeping. it's something steve is probably expecting, a few seconds that sam needs to make sure everything is in place and fine, before he can really bring himself to relax. it's not that he doesn't trust steve or natasha to answer honestly when he asks how they are doing - but truth be told? he doesn't, actually. he's heard enough it'll heal and i'm fines to last him a lifetime, and it hasn't even been all that long. still - he checks. and for all he can see, steve actually does look fine. and so sam lets a little more of that tension leave him as his eyes turn back to the mismatch of seasonings and chicken breasts he's got under his hands. ]


Is the snack cart ever actually a good idea? [ the words come out with a kind of snort, the sarcasm quite apparent. sam has had enough train food cart meals to last him until his old age, which, knowing what's in half that food, will probably be sooner than he wanted. he doesn't need to look up to see steve approaching the counter, and sam moves, finishing his seasoning routine and stepping over to the sink to wash his hands. he tosses the towel over his shoulder as he finishes, letting out a whistle in steve's direction. ]

Cap benched again. Tough luck, there. [ he gives steve a small grin, clearly poking fun. ] If it's any consolation, I made sweet tea earlier if you want some. [ sam gestures towards the fridge with a turn of his head, leaning over to look around for whatever it was nat snagged for them in terms of a skillet or anything to actually cook said chicken. ] But I don't have much to report on this front either, except that I might have fixed the flickering bulb in the bathroom.

[ exciting news for the safe-house. ]
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[personal profile] falcony 2021-07-13 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ it didn't take long for sam to notice that much - that steve, and natasha for that matter, have very little in the way of normal going for them. for steve, he wonders if it's been decades. if he really has a sense he's trying to reach back for. for nat, well - sam really has no idea. but he knows there is nothing normal about the way she moves between missions and rooms, nothing normal about how she and steve seem to exist on an entirely different plane. something that sam isn't sure is exactly healthy.

and yes, okay, he knows what it's important to buckle down and get to work. but more often than not, they also need to remember they're human. and that there are times between missions and work and keeping their head down and keeping themselves from getting caught that sam has taken it upon himself to remind them what normal is supposed to, kind of, feel like. 'kind of' if only because sam is working with dredges here and he does what he can with what is provided.

steve lets him do his once over, lets him hit his checklist because while he trusts steve and nat with his life and then some, sam doesn't trust either of them - especially steve rogers to be honest with his own wellbeing. and maybe that's sam's own anxieties taking shape, but he appreciates steve letting him have it all the same. and yes, it does appear that there hadn't been any combat, which is immediately relaxing. sam nods, if only to himself, as his attention turns back to the chicken. to the work at hand.

he doesn't see steve's little smile, with his eyes back on the chicken, but he can imagine it. can tell that steve is thankful for the food. they rarely have time for meals, even with all the time they have trying to hide away from the eyes of the world, and sam decides that even if it's just him and steve for tonight, he might as well make what they have. the leftovers will keep for nat, and if they don't, well. maybe she'll pick up a bit more next time. sam does his best under these conditions. ]


See- when you're desperate, it's the only idea. Doesn't make it good. [ he shoots steve a look, the sort of you know i'm right and i'm not giving up ground, here arch of his brow that steve knows well, by now. at sam's teasing, steve shoots him a look that pulls a laugh out of sam, his hands lifting up in a mock-defensiveness. okay, okay, maybe that hit a little close to him. thankfully, sam knew he had the ground to give, considering steve's immediate reaction towards the sweet tea. it pulls a pleased kind of grin out of him (steve's love of sweet tea always tends to) as he finds the closest thing to a skillet he can find and goes about lighting the stovetop.

normal things. easy things. slowing down and relaxing. of course he'd prefer they were all out on a porch somewhere, preferably back home, but he'll take his moments where he can get them. ]


Oh, yeah, because I'm the one who needs to be entertained. [ another tease. they both know that given the time and boredom, sam would find other things to entertain himself with. but the insinuation is that steve is the one who needs to be babysat, which they both know isn't true.at the shoulder bump, though, sam rolls his eyes. ] Of course it is. It's my nana's recipe- everything she made was great. [ except that even he can't hold back the way his smile broadens, and with the chicken on the stove, he reaches for his own glass. takes a sip and turns to lean against the counter right to steve's side. ] But I will give you this- it's a damn good batch.

[ he sits there for a moment in comfortable silence, watching his food, feeling better himself with steve there. he takes another big sip and sets his half-empty glass down on the counter, pushing himself back over to the stove to check on the chicken. ]

Well, if you're here to make sure I don't die of boredom, you got any grand plans for us tonight?
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[personal profile] falcony 2021-07-25 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ maybe they aren't talking about the food anymore. maybe sam is making a point about much larger matters, about choices that have led them all to this point. it's not a critique, necessarily, and it's not even a rib. not in the way that sam has become used to giving steve shit every now and then. if anything, the comment is a simple correction - a reminder, because he finds it's important to remind every now and then - that he sees. he knows. and he's not going to stray away from pointing it out. whether it's about food, or something else.

sam made the choice to be here. to follow steve here, and wherever else it is they want to go. but he's not only a soldier, and he's not only steve's shadow. he thinks of them as friends, first, and friends will call out even the small things - like how if sam sees steve go another day eating only train station vending machine crap for a meal, super soldier metabolism or no, he might just scream.

( maybe sam is getting a little stir crazy.

and he sees it too - the way steve catches sam's expressions, when he brings up home. his family. the people that matter to him. at first, sam had been worried that it struck a nerve for him. that he was bringing up open wounds, making steve wishful for a life he didn't have. but he soon learned, or at least believe he's learned, that isn't the case. that maybe steve likes hearing about these people he hasn't met, and some he never will. so sam doesn't hold back, offering up information, stories, comments about family members like steve might one day know them too. ]


Oh no, chicken's my Titi's. Nana was more of a fried chicken queen, but I didn't have the stuff here to make it. I swear- next city we chill in, I'm forcing a grocery store run. I just need five minutes in one, that's it. And don't offer to go- last time I gave you and Nat a list, half of what I needed was wrong or just missing, and I know y'all ran into trouble, but still. I'm not completely useless here.

{ he says next time with the kind of familiarity of someone who knows that this process - them on the run, with countless eyes aiming for the targets on their backs, isn't ending any time soon. there is nothing dark, or sad, or worried about it. the fact of the matter is, sam knows this will be their lives for the foreseeable future. sam is just ready to make the most of it.

which also means making the most of quiet nights like this, where this tiny kitchen is starting to smell like a home, and he and steve are chatting about plans for the evening. if sam lets his guard down at all, he could almost imagine this exact scene in his apartment back in dc. except with maybe a few more options for how to spend their time.

he nods in agreement about not spending too much time outside, though sam would have done just about anything to simply go on a walk today. but he knows why, so he doesn't focus on it. instead, when he's done fussing with the stove, he turns back to steve with a small grin. ]


Play a game? And what kind of games did you and the boys play back in your day? Because I'm killer at Go Fish. [ he laughs a little rubbing at his chin as he thinks a bit himself. ] The guys and I had video games when we were stationed, but that's not helpful here. I know there's a deck of cards somewhere... [ his eyes scan the room, as if there might be an answer somewhere on the counter space, and his eyes fall upon the phone, still playing music. he considers it, for a moment, before thinking oh what the hell. ]

Or- we could dance.

[ worth a shot, right? ]
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[personal profile] falcony 2021-08-07 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ to call each other out, to say the things he should probably be thinking. since the beginning sam has always offered steve his thoughts, his ideas on strategy, his opinion on next steps. and whether or not they followed them, there had always been the feeling that steve listened. that steve took it into account. it was a kind of trust and respect that sam caught onto, that he likes returning, and maybe that's just one more reason why all this works. steve surrounds himself with people who will call him out, who will speak their mind, and he's not afraid to hear it. that's the kind of person sam wants to follow, and it's the kind he's willing to, for as long as it takes.

the snort from steve has sam smirking, just a bit, to himself. he does have a point. ]
And don't think I won't fight her, too. The chicken is absolutely worth it, and I'm telling her you agree with me. [ which might be a stretch, but hey, sam has been given very little out here when it comes to the day to day, so he's starting to hyperfocus. which. might not be the best idea. but it's better than going completely crazy, right?

steve laughs, makes some comment about poker, and sam is already shaking his head and making a face, even before the words are fully out of him. ]
Nope, absolutely not. Poker is outlawed after Nat kicked both of our asses last time. No more poker in the safe houses. I refuse to lose that badly ever again. [ sam is quite adamant in his reaction, which could probably be seen as a little overboard or dramatic, but if steve remembers the last poker night they tried too have, it would make sense. or at least makes sense to sam - natasha was absolutely cheating last time, and until he can prove how, he refuses. nope. no more.

which is why he goes out on a limb, speaks his mind even if it isn't an obvious choice on something to do with a free evening. sam offers it, but as he turns to see steve, part of him regrets bringing it up. the look in his eyes is distance, heavy and complicated, and immediately sam knows he's stepped...well. not on a land mine, necessarily, but out on the ice. it's the same look steve had at peggy carter's funeral, which is part of the reason sam can put two and two together. dancing. he missed a dance. god, there's a sudden feeling of guilt under all of this, and all the while sam tries to parse out if this is a 'apologize and change the subject' type of situation, or a 'push a little further'.

so sam takes something of a middle road, shrugging once, even if steve can't quite see it. ]


It was just a suggestion, but I'm a great teacher. If you did want to learn.

[ if steve does look back over to sam, then, it will be to a small smile. encouraging, in a way, for steve to talk if he wants to talk, but without pushing the matter too firmly. he doesn't even know where to begin when it comes to trying to understand what steve has gone through, or is going through, at any given moment. but if the last couple of years have taught sam anything, it generally helps to just be there. to not make it weird. and to keep the conversation going, if it's not the right time.

so if steve doesn't look like he wants to, or if the quiet does go on for a little too long, sam will gesture for them to head out to the living room. suggest that they check the cabinets to see if there might be any board games lying around. ]
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[personal profile] falcony 2021-12-04 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ and why wouldn’t he want to be that bargaining chip? sam knows of nothing that could be more honorable, nothing that could be more worthy, than getting his nana’s fried chicken to the table. it would depend, probably, on where it was they decided to run off to - would depend on the grocery store, the supplies on hand - but sam is good at adapting. good at making the most of their situation. good at keeping going. and that is what he’ll do.

natasha was out for the night, probably the next couple of nights, so sam knows the poker conversation has reached its end - but it doesn’t stop sam’s mind from wandering to her. to wanda. to their little family, their little team. he worries, because he can’t not worry, but he knows that steve rogers carries enough concern in that stupid blond head for all of them, so sam doesn’t focus. chooses, instead, to make jokes. to try for ease. to crack into comments and places and lives that none of them want to talk about - not really - so sam goes out of his way to say it first. to talk. to fill the space.

it leads him into complicated territory - because sometimes diving off rooftops brings you to the ground faster than planned - but sam’s good at this. can keep this going. knows, even if they reach an impasse, he can work them all out of it.

and where it concerns steve rogers - god, where does sam even start, if not as a friend? concerned for him, first, without shying away from the fact he was just a soldier, once, even if he’s captain america, now. so sam waits, sam offers both the place to test this unsteady ground, but a path away from it too. because steve rogers is more than just cap, and even if that more is littered with discomforts, it is worth returning to. so when steve offers a half-step in that direction, sam warms to it. smiles. shrugs, easily, like there’s nothing complicated about this at all. ]


Nana herself, actually. Then Mama, then my sister. You didn’t really get the option to pass when a Wilson woman wanted to dance. [ there is half a moment of memories, there. of family reunions, of weddings, of funerals. graduations and memorial day barbecues and everything in between. sam isn’t even taken by the list of them because they are as much a part of him as breathing.

he laughs, though, when steve asks what kind of dancing. soft and simple. ]
Depends on the music. Swing, two step, could just be dancing for dancing’s sake. It didn’t always need a name, back home. Why- looking for something in particular?

[ and that was sam pushing boundaries, sam edging back into that potentially tense territory. if steve wanted to talk about it, this would be the last time sam would push. if he didn’t, well, it would be easy to adjust from here - like a flight path, like wings in the wind.

then it was steve’s turn to catch him mid- thought, sam’s eyes going a bit wide as he turns back to the stove. ]
Shit-

[ the next few moments are filled with a flurry of movement, of sam back to the stove, to the chicken that was a little crispy, now, but not inedible. sam talks through most of it - comments about how the women in his life would have his hide, how steve can never tell sarah about this, how the chicken should be fine as long as they get some of this sauce out-

and, with a few of those minutes passed by, there are plates. of chicken, of veggies, maybe even some rice. sam did what he could with the meal, and what he could isn’t actually all that bad. and once it’s plated, once steve’s got his own dinner set, sam will stand with his hands on his hips. ]


Well? Try it, I wanna know.